Psychedelic Misery

A prolonged period of self-experimentation with 2C-B reveals the complexities of recurring psychedelic usage and its eventual impact on mental well-being. Regular, weekly intake for six months initially fostered mindfulness and discipline, yet culminated in a period of severe depression marked by emotional blunting, social withdrawal, and a diminished connection to reality. The depressive state persisted even after substance cessation, characterized by a feeling of suffocating isolation and a profound inability to express or process emotions. Recovery occurred several months later, coinciding with a sudden shift toward well-being, highlighting the relief experienced when mental clarity and emotional engagement returned.